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No, I only meant the collective species 'we'. Homunculi. This isn't one of those conversations where I'm talking about one thing and mean another.

I don't consider myself something that needs fixing. But factually... I'm not the intended finished product. I know that. I know why I was originally created and I know in that sense, I'm a mistake. But that doesn't mean there's anything wrong with my existence. Plenty of people are conceived in error.

I do care about Envy. I'm only trying to explain his reactions.

I understand his reactions. And why he would be led to think so. But that does not mean I will forgive him or quietly pretend that he isn't a threat to Al.

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I'm not asking you to forgive, just understand.

But honestly...whatever's between them, it's not our place to cast blame or forgive or not. There's clearly a great deal of personal issues there, and I doubt we know everything.

I can promise you that Envy won't pose a threat to Alphonse. Not when he's calm. I'll see to it myself.

That is not how this works. I care about Alphonse. I'm not about to sit back and let some lunatic lash out at him because it's personal.

Alphonse seems perfectly capable of lashing right back out himself.

There's no physical danger. There's no reason for you to involve yourself any further than simply being there if Alphonse wants to speak on anything. Some things are more personal than others, you know that.

And none of this is in his nature. He's dealt with all of this enough already.

Just... make sure Envy doesn't give him any trouble.

[Scar knows it isn't Lust's responsibility, but if Envy does cause anything, he'll be answering to Scar.]

I don't think either one of us knows him well enough to make absolute statements about his nature.

I'll speak with Envy. I do like Alphonse, Scar.

And I don't think you know how much time I have spent with him. All I am saying is that there is likely a damn good reason for him to be this angry.

That's mostly what I was saying, Scar. We don't know what happened, we don't know what befell to cause this reaction.

I just...have the feeling that it's a a minefield full of unpredictable reactions and consequences, should someone try and intervene without invitation.

[She wishes she could just explain why she feels Scar should keep to himself beyond perhaps offering an ear to Alphonse, but even she isn't supposed to know all that she does.]

I am not about to intervene on anything unless I am given reason to.

But I don't want Alphonse to do anything he's going to regret.

Only Alphonse can decide and determine what he regrets or doesn't. I know that he's young, but as you've pointed out, he's been through a great deal. He's lived and experienced enough to fight his own battles and stand on his own feet.

That doesn't mean he is to simply be left to his devices. Especially in this new and unfamiliar place.

Of course not. I just mean when it comes to him and Envy.

He isn't going to be thinking rationally about this if it's as personal as you expect it to be. I will interfere if it feels necessary.

Then don't go any further than suggesting that perhaps Alphonse is getting too emotional and would be better served by ending the discussion and stepping away.

I'm only trying to help everyone involved, Scar. This isn't our fight, and we have no right to make it ours.

As long as neither of them gives me reason to, I will do nothing more.

...alright, fine.

[Awkwardly,]

I'll... stop keeping you awake, now.

You're not keeping me awake, I was awake already.

I like nighttime, when it's dark and quiet and still.

I meant...

[She can't take a hint??]

I'll... leave you alone, now.

[GOOD NIGHT.]

Oh.

[If he wanted to stop talking to her, why didn't he just say so?]>/small>

If you'd like.

I just... assumed that I was bothering you.

You're not bothering me.

We're actually managing perfectly normal and civil conversation.

Anyone could manage that when there is nothing actually left to discuss.

[Scar, you are severely underestimating your stupidity when it comes to this woman.]

We've discussed plenty. I'm bored and there's no one awake to talk to, you don't have to go unless you want to.

But if you aren't tired and don't have anything else to do, why not talk?

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