Lust (
a_sin_for_him) wrote2015-05-05 07:06 pm
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Time is such a funny thing.
[Lust is sitting outside, clearly enjoying the early evening, and her Spheal and Eevee can be seen playing together in the background.]
It feels as though I just woke up in this world a short while ago, but tomorrow morning will mark a full year's passing.
When I first came here, I had nothing, not even my life. Now I sit here with my own home, family, people I call friends, a vocation of my own. I've been given a chance to know those I never would have before, offered opportunities that had been ripped away, handed the liberty to dictate my own actions and path in life.
And I think I hated this place, a little, at the beginning. The strangeness of it, the unfamiliarity, the changes it wrought in my physical form.
That's the thing about time.
It changes all things, eventually.
[Lust is sitting outside, clearly enjoying the early evening, and her Spheal and Eevee can be seen playing together in the background.]
It feels as though I just woke up in this world a short while ago, but tomorrow morning will mark a full year's passing.
When I first came here, I had nothing, not even my life. Now I sit here with my own home, family, people I call friends, a vocation of my own. I've been given a chance to know those I never would have before, offered opportunities that had been ripped away, handed the liberty to dictate my own actions and path in life.
And I think I hated this place, a little, at the beginning. The strangeness of it, the unfamiliarity, the changes it wrought in my physical form.
That's the thing about time.
It changes all things, eventually.
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This is probably the longest I've stayed in one place that wasn't a hotel.
How about you? Startin' to feel like home yet?
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I don't quite know what 'home' feels like.
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But it's different for everybody.
I will say, though, this whole world feels more like home now than my own ever did.
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I think they feel the same. I don't know. I didn't have any personal attachment to any place there. I don't even remember the place I was first born and lived.
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If it's any consolation, I personally think people place a liiiittle too much importance on birthplace.
I bet if you had to guess where I was born, you wouldn't even come close.
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And perhaps people do place too much importance on such a thing, but it's natural. I had a people, once, a culture and a communal past. That was taken from me. I feel the loss of it.
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[Then it hits her that, considering what Lust said after that, that might have been a little insensitive.]
... I'm sorry you lost yours, though.
No one should ever have something like that taken.
[They should just be able to leave it behind, if they want.]
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[Lust doesn't take the comment personally.]
It's gone now, anyway.
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I think you guys're really gettin' the hang of that, though. Quicker than I did, that's for sure.