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Naaaah, I wouldn't say that. It's more like... I'd say it's more like the starter stage. Sometimes you just have a crush and it never goes past that, but other times it just gets stronger.

[Lust please do not use the bird pokemon he is sending you for alchemy tricks.]

Yeah- but I saw it's evolution, it grows up into a swan. It'll be handy for if you ever need to fly anywhere! If you ever get the HM, at least.

So it's perfectly conceivable to have romantic feelings for one person, but a simple crush on another?

Oh, I've flown on my brother's...giant dinosaur Pokemon. It is useful for travel...

Yeah, sure. I mean, why not?

I'll send one over to you on the PC then! I actually plan on getting some Pokemon of my own too. I seriously need to branch out.... And not have Maka give me all my Pokemon.

I don't know, it's all terribly confusing. Emotions and...romance and those things.

...thank you. I appreciate that.

No prob. I figured you could use one like that.

And yeah... Emotions are weird even for people who have them.

...Got somethin' that's on your mind?

I probably could.

I've always had them, they're just...different now. Stronger, in a way, or maybe just more accessible. I was told I didn't have them, that I couldn't. I believed it for a while, but it's impossible to believe you don't have feelings as you're feeling them.

Something like that.

[Kirikou settles himself in for the long haul, lacing his fingers together.]

Whoever told you that sounds like a douchebag.

Anyway... It's okay to be confused about your emotions and not know what to do about them sometimes. That's how it is a lot for teenagers, I think- because we're experiencing all this new stuff, meeting new people, changing. Trust me when I say I know from experience.

I think... the best thing to do is just to get out there and experience all sorts of emotions, even the bad ones. Watching different movies might help too. When you start to connect with characters, you start to feel closer to them and their circumstances and that opens you up for stuff.

The real deal is the best thing to do, 'tho.

I'm not sure what that is, but I assume it's insulting. In which case yes.

Yes, that's what it's like. A newness. It's like standing on some vast precipice with only a vague idea of what's below.

I don't have any trouble with experiencing them. I'm always experiencing them. I just don't know what to do with them half the time. When they involve other people.

I'm not very familiar with moving pictures, but I did like radio shows back home. I've always liked stories.

I'm sure it is.

You're just gonna have to wing it. Honestly? That's what everyone does, at least at some point.

I've never liked working without a plan.

Huh... [He keeps a hand to his chin for a second as he thinks.] How about keeping a journal? You could write down whenever you start feeling things you don't know how to deal with, what brought them up, how you did deal with them at the time... Stuff like that.

Hmm. That could be a very good idea. If nothing else, it's probably better than just overflowing my mind with thoughts.

I'd never thought of that. A personal journal instead of an alchemical one.

It'll let you look back at things, too! What you think right now might change by next month... so it's a good thing to learn from.

Yes... I could look back on where I came from.

[A written record is more reliable than memories. And those, too, she could write down. Capture and pin those small fragments of her human life.]

Pick a sturdy one when you stop into town! You'll be taking it with you while you're traveling, and you don't want it falling apart on you.

That's a good suggestion. And I'll want a big one, too. If I write as much as I think...

Do you keep a journal?

No, not really. I'd do mission reports or write letters to my parents, but that's it. I'm not really a writer kind of guy, y'know?

I understand what you mean.

It's not something I've ever done before, but the idea is appealing.

Lemme know how it works out for you!

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