It doesn't mean nothing. I did say I found it unpleasant. But no, I don't hold it somehow above the other ways in which I was used as a thing.
Why should I? Because it was sex? Sex doesn't mean anything much to me. It was something useful that I'm good at. It doesn't have any deeper meaning to me.
[Not yet, anyhow. She's aware that it's a matter of her experiences, and simply not engaging in sex for pleasure or intimacy. But she doubts Scar wants to hear that.]
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Why should I? Because it was sex? Sex doesn't mean anything much to me. It was something useful that I'm good at. It doesn't have any deeper meaning to me.
[Not yet, anyhow. She's aware that it's a matter of her experiences, and simply not engaging in sex for pleasure or intimacy. But she doubts Scar wants to hear that.]